I have finally found the root cause of all these. The root that I wanted to talk about in the first place but never got the chance to as it was sidelined and clouded by so many other problems that has crop up in the mean time. Throwing in miscommunication and misunderstanding in between. Adding up with a wrong choice of a single word has made it even worse. Probably beyond repair. This is one mistake i have to bear. Maybe that was fate's way of telling me it wasn't time yet.

Maybe it wasn't meant to be when it started showing up few months ago.

Seeing that you are content with the outcome, makes me feel relieved. I know you are a very strong and independent person. And i know you can take good care of yourself.

And the RCA is "INTIMACY"

Thank you my friend, for the advice and your time last night. Really appreciate it.